Saturday, October 25, 2008
Sat Oct 25 2008(in shanghai)
Hmm...managed to get a comp in the hote...i’m currently in shanghai...todays my second day of the trip....well...let’s start frm Thursday...
Thursday
Well....went to sch in the morning...thou I’m flying that nite...sch was as per normal...and there wasn’t any holiday of some sort....went to sch....it was a rather stoning session la...got bck the report book....i failed 1 subject for the overall....my combined humanities....expected it alr coz I didn’t do well for my common test for the three terms....passed my lit right on the mark,50...the others I pass rather ok la...but it’s jus ok lo....normal average not sae gd oso not sae bad....went bck hme ne...dn started packing my luggage....making sure everything is inside...went to tuition as usual....tt was my last tuition lesson for the whole of this year...so sad...aft tuition dn went bck hme...prepare my passport...double check my luggage...dn went to the airport...thx for all the concern sms that ppl sent to me...esp tat person...the person tt I mentioned on my earlier post...the flight was terrible for me...first I gotta take the motion sickness medicine w/o water...coz first of all...water wasn’t allowed to be brought in with the hand luggage...secondly...i forgot to take the medicine b4 boarding the plane...so no water for me...i just had to sallow it lyk tt lo...tastes so yucky...>< eewww la...then aft tt pretty alrite...
than as the plane takes off my ear kip popping lyk nobody’s business lyk tt lo...ok le dn block again...dunno hw many times...until the plane was pretty steady...dn aft tt listen to the audio thing they had on the flight...chged seats wif my frens lyk twice...but luckily ended up wif a fren I kinda close wif oso...then they two slp le la...dn I tried to slp lo...take a long time to slp...dn the gal sitting in front of me...one of the sec2 that came on the trip oso...kip hitting a seat...lyk kip slamming herself on to the sear lo...so irritating...dn slp oso cannt slp long..they 4+ on the lights n serve breakfast la...aft tt onli can wink abit b4 landing lo...
Friday
Reached shanghai le...took the maglev train to breakfast frm the airport...ok la...quite fast lo...it was at the speed of 301km/h so ya...the weather was pretty alrite...it was lyk in a aircon rm in singapore when u’re outside...when indoors...unless its some place tt has aircon otherwise rite...it’s quite warm lo...went to the science centre...
Hmmm I tink tt’s abt all for nw bah...for my today(sat)’s trip outside I dn blog another time bah...of coz the fri one haven’t finish la...but I cant rmb wad else...if I hav anyting to add-on I’ll do it in my next post la...I nid to go slp le...tmr gog to shaoxing...hopefully the hotel over there got provide computer and internet lo...dn I will try to continue my post...will try to kip u ppl updated de...worst come to worst wait til I got for my home stay wif the students at jiangong middle school in shaoxing lo...shld be will have internet otherwise hav to w8 til I’m bck in s’pore...on the 3rd of nov aftnoon lo...buhbyes...take care everyone...:]
To that special person...the one that I mentioned earlier...hope ur blocknose beta bah...if stil not getting beta dn go c doctor lo...take care ah...
9:14 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Thurs 23 Oct 2008
Hmmm….the last post ne…which was last nite tio said…I kena called as box in e ren la….dots…pls lo…I very you xin de ok….chao jiang yi qi de….ask my frens will noe le…ok la…enuf of being bhb….
Relationship prob has once again come into my life…of coz la…this time its no longer abt me…but happening ard me….a fren’s relationship has been on the rocks fer quite some time and it actually sort of came into an end recently…well I sae sort of ne is coz this couple both of which I noe quite well and is rather close with….and well…their relationship has been lyk tt over lyk dunno hw long le lo….so its lyk uncertain if they will really break lo…as a fren of both of them….i guess I could sae some things here…
All I can sae is….this is no longer a relationship le lo….sry to sae tt la…but a relationship cant possibly carry on with only one party’s love and commitment to the relationship..a relationship ne, shld be smth that both the parties enjoy and lyk it and wont be sad abt or anything la…
Ok I guess that’s enuf fer their relationship.. just believe this sentence…”what is yours will always be yours,no matter what happens”
That is what I tink everyone shld believe in la…nth in this world could be forced to be by ur side esp the thing called Love.
Recently got to noe a person really well…maybe not very very well but its stil a deeper understanding dn the one I hav abt him b4…this person ma…can be very bhb at times…trust me his bhb-ness rite…is jus superb…can be emo oso at times…he is a soft hearted person who alwaes give in to his gf…sometimes ne…could be also kind of irritating sometimes…tokin to him is really enjoyable…he ne…is the type of guy tat will treat his gf very gd…gd until that other gals can be jealous of his gf…he would be the perfect bf any gal would wan but stil would be xian qi by his gf…really dun understand lo…but well…love is blind ma…wad else can other ppl sae other dn to giv advice….this person ma…is having a blocknose nw…a rather serious case that simply get ppl lyk me to be worried fer him la…esp wen ppl lyk me is going to go overseas for a period of time fer the hols….to this person…all I can sae is just let it go and time will eventually heal everything…even if it will take a long time….
Some emotions are happening within me…emotions that shldnt appear at a time lyk this…emotions lyk having a fondness for a person….a person who wont believe me of having a fondness fer him….isit sad??or pathetic???haiz..nvm..
That’s abt all le bah….c ya!!
3:01 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Wed 22 Oct 2008
It’s the last day of sch tmr…Getting over things are just not easy…trust me…one of my fren ask me…hw to harden ur heart and not get soft-hearted….haiz…by rite ne…this kinda thing is jus my thing la…ask me rite is the most correct de…but once ask hw ne…I actually didn’t noe hw to ans…well, actually this kinda thing ne is cannot teach de la….though in some situations it’ll be easier to be hard hearted…but no one could possibly be 100% hard hearted….no matter hw cruel that person is rite…is sitl he/she who suffers the most….
Actually oso cant tink of wad to type so I guess that’s abt all…hahas….i noe it’s a very short post…hopefully my nxt post would be long one abt my trip in china…wish me luck…XD
Anyway…I’ll be flyin tmr nite to shanghai, china and wont be bck til 3rd nov aftnoon so til dn…c ya XD
8:00 AM
Friday, October 10, 2008
Fri 10 Oct 2008
Hmmm end of year had finished last wk….on Tuesday…ever since than I’ve been hogging my new desktop computer which is in my rm lyk hw I am now….
I gotta start letting go of the past already…been emo-ing over it a day or two last wk…n it isn’t really tat gd lo…but sayin letting go is easy but it isn’t easy to carry it out….carrying it out is lyk hell…well…I might seem to be the kind that are popular wif fwen…but in fact im not….
Startin to get tired over some stuff….wondering why am I even in this situation….reflection…sry..realli cant tink of anything to write…Hw??Wad shld I do??personally tink tt if tired le I shld jus let go…letting it go….so much things I wna let go…im tired of everything…wad could I do???
Gotten bck all my papers within these two days…my sch jus cant stop bombarding us with our results lo…check so many paper within a day…kudos to me…I only passed lyk 3 subjects out of my 7 subjects…pathetic rite???passed my eng, a maths n my chi…tat’s all…pro rite…all the other subjects I only got lyk 40+ all of it la…all the rest is 40+….>< dunno wad other subjects can I fail alr lo….sry abt being angry during checking of chem paper today…jus really very fed up wif myself le…fail lyk 4 subjects…
There’s so much thing I gotta let go…so many so many…
Guess im bck to being an emo gal once more…or it’s jus wad I am n I cant chge anything….i’m a selfish, bad bad gal….people shldnt expect anything much frm me….i noe its disappointing to others…but I’m really a bad bad gal n a very selfish one…maybe “trust” is no longer in me…no such thing as “love” for me too…maybe I jus don’t have the ability to go “love” someone….
Dunno hw long will this emo wave of mine last again this time…it’s been ard 4mths or maybe more since I last emo….
going to china in another abt two more wks...gonna fly on the 23 Oct aft midnight flight...went fer the flu vaccine yest....it hurts...><
Sry abt tis post…it’s again very emo…dun try to chge my mood abt tis…coz it could only last fer a very very short while…that’s abt all fer now…
6:48 AM
