Monday, January 19, 2009
Mon 19 Jan 2009
Hmm chinese new year is coming up this week….hw exciting…hahas…ok….maybe I dun sound excited at all but well….trust me…I’m pretty excited….last week seems to be a long long week….coz lyk nvr c dear at all….hahas….but he surprised me by comin to find me aft tuition….i really didn’t tot that he would be there…b4 that maybe coz I was in class that’s y he hardly sms me….but it’s lyk jus b4 tat he lyk kinda cold towards me….nvr sms much kinda thing den aft class I actually c him downstairs…there’s no words to describe that surprise lo….ok la…though he isn’t the first guy that did that...-all of a sudden come find me aft class. But it was really kinda surprising…coz the other incident…didn’t exactly turn out well…wadeva abt the previous incident…that was on Tuesday….aft tat..coz I needed to rush home so only managed to c each other awhile….
Aft tat it seems lyk another eternity b4 seeing him again….though aft tat the nxt time I saw him was on Friday..3 days aft Tuesday…but it seems so long….tok abt fri….i was supposed to meet a online fren aft school tat day….dear oso noes abt it la….den jus b4 my last lesson…dear suddenly sms me sayin today cfm can c me…hahas…ask me to w8 for him aft class….i ended up smiling lyk some overly high person that last lesson….until ju was kinda fed up wif me…hahas…den I was wondering to myself while waiting for dear…so does this means that he’s going wif me??it didn’t turn out well when it happened the last time…tok abt experiences here…haiz….ok so I was wondering…so might as well ask dear straightaway rite….so I ask dear lo….in the end…dear sounded unhappy and sad…so xin teng…den on the other hand..my on9 fren that I was supposed to meet kip changing place…frm plaza sing. to borders to vivo….wad a nice chge of place huh…den at this point of time...so in the end…aft much thinking and struggling…I decided to spend time wif dear….and pangsei that on9 fren of mine….smth which I’ll nvr do in the past…blehx…another proof to hw much different this relationship is to all my previous relationships…honestly speaking I was alr tempted to pandsei that on9 fren le lo….chge of places so many times….it jus practically pisses me off….den…dear sms me…jus aft I sms my on9 fren sayin I couldn’t make it n stuff….dear sms me…go den go lo….wad a bad bad angry angry tone that is….blehs….smth that would absolutely flare me up in the past…so I was lyk so stil wna meet ma…if not I go home…kinda pissed alr…but aft tt I was on the verge of cryin lo…of cuz will angry ma…but I was on the verge of crying…>< so in the end…spended my fri aftnoon slacking wif dear…hahas…weekend was pretty ok….dear was all busy n stuff….it’s Monday today…n I’m missing dear again….>< hwhwhw???blehs…I hav no idea…wonder when will the next time be for me to be able to see him…
That’s abt all….c ya…
7:53 AM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Sun Jan 11 09
Finalli a week of school has jus finish…though tmr stil nid to go bck to sch and it’s another week of school but wadeva….school s’ been way too tiring….boring n stuff…..haiz jus the mention of it….jus makes me sian…
Yest was cca fair….and seriously…it was so damn sian lo….there’s a lot of ppl but too many til you don’t lyk it kinda thing….dn at there so damn sian….aft that went to Singapore poly….i went to two open house this year only..singapore poly n ngee ann…but seriously speaking I find that ngee ann a lot more friendlier lo….singapore poly lyk kinda sian sian de….
Haiz….tmr nid to go bck to sch….so sian…blehx…guess that’s about all for now
5:51 AM
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Tues 6 Jan 2009
Hmmm just realised a few days ago that I’m probably dead in the relationship I’m in…been quite a while since I felt this way again….and I actually broke my own rule today…asking about his exs…smth that to me in the past is jus plain ridiculous coz I dun mind abt my ex’s previous gfs b4 me….but I myself actually broke that…jus so shocking…too many first times came with this relationship….first time breakin my this rule n mind so much about his exs…first time cryin…not becoz of sadness but touched….first time I’m caught in a dilemmas but not break up….jus all these are all enough….all of which I nvr experienced…I’m going deep into this relationship….
Ok enuf abt that….beta if I type lesser…dn won’t be so luan again…
Hmm today’s tuition was interesting and fun….frm a class of 5 incl me….it became more than 10…this time mostly guys….but well they are majority last year’s ‘classmates’ so not much difference kinda thing…laugh quite abit in today’s lesson thou there were times that the class was laughing a lot harder…that’s coz of the stupid answers that some guys gave when mr sany(my tuition tcher) asks for the ans…things lyk running ahead of the class…n repeatedly sayin the ans to the next question….wrong understanding of the question…resulting in even more silly answers..lyk ask question for a then give the ans is another whole matter which is totally not in relation of the question…
Guess that’s about all for today….next post...
7:57 AM
Mon 5 Jan 2009
Hmmm todays the first official day for lesson….honestly speaking the canteen food stil sucks…..i’m wondering if I shld go flood the suggestion box n ask a couple of frens for their opinion n ask them to join in….lessons for today are pretty ok….quite enjoy it…both my maths n a. maths tcher very fun lo….miss winnie liang…ju had her for maths in sec2 n it seems she teaches quite fun….hopefully it would maintain for the rest of the year…
7:44 AM
Friday, January 02, 2009
Fri 2 Jan 2009
It's the first post for year 2009.....so sry…the last post ended so abrupt. It was supposed to be longer de…but coz due to lack of time I had to end it there. Year 2009 has come and it’s the first day of school today...wad of bullshit abt mixed feelings….time to face reality…but I’m still tryin to run away frm it…pathetic eh…8 months of lessons and it’s the o lvl….not to mention abt my Chinese o lvl in june. Jus hope that nth too major setback will be there for me….in the upcoming year…
So far school’s pretty alrite….except for the canteen food which was screwed up today..Chicken rice was too salty…jus the rice alone…is salty enuf…drinks were diluted…drank some of my fren’s cup…feel so lucky that I actually bought bottled drink….my fav too…POKKA GREEN TEA….i’m rather fussy abt my green tea I must admit…if it isn’t pokka brand I won’t drink unless there is nth at all other dn other brands of green tea lyk, for example, heaven’s and earth green tea…I jus dun like the taste of it thou it’s suppose to be the same…both are jasmine green tea…other than the canteen food which was horrible today…others are pretty fine…
Today is also the birth of my second niece….for those who added me in Friendster, facebook n msn will c me wif a little gal in a pic….that’s my first niece…well kinda…not counting those that are cousin’s sons and daughters…but this niece is my da jie’s daughter…so as u can guess…there’s a second gal….hw wonderful….hahas…went to c the baby at the hospital jus nw in the evening….so cute…look really lyk her jie la…hahas…frm now on…that’s one more niece for me to teng….
I guess that’s about all for now…bye!!!
8:21 AM
