Friday, October 10, 2008
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Hmmm end of year had finished last wk….on Tuesday…ever since than I’ve been hogging my new desktop computer which is in my rm lyk hw I am now….
I gotta start letting go of the past already…been emo-ing over it a day or two last wk…n it isn’t really tat gd lo…but sayin letting go is easy but it isn’t easy to carry it out….carrying it out is lyk hell…well…I might seem to be the kind that are popular wif fwen…but in fact im not….
Startin to get tired over some stuff….wondering why am I even in this situation….reflection…sry..realli cant tink of anything to write…Hw??Wad shld I do??personally tink tt if tired le I shld jus let go…letting it go….so much things I wna let go…im tired of everything…wad could I do???
Gotten bck all my papers within these two days…my sch jus cant stop bombarding us with our results lo…check so many paper within a day…kudos to me…I only passed lyk 3 subjects out of my 7 subjects…pathetic rite???passed my eng, a maths n my chi…tat’s all…pro rite…all the other subjects I only got lyk 40+ all of it la…all the rest is 40+….>< dunno wad other subjects can I fail alr lo….sry abt being angry during checking of chem paper today…jus really very fed up wif myself le…fail lyk 4 subjects…
There’s so much thing I gotta let go…so many so many…
Guess im bck to being an emo gal once more…or it’s jus wad I am n I cant chge anything….i’m a selfish, bad bad gal….people shldnt expect anything much frm me….i noe its disappointing to others…but I’m really a bad bad gal n a very selfish one…maybe “trust” is no longer in me…no such thing as “love” for me too…maybe I jus don’t have the ability to go “love” someone….
Dunno hw long will this emo wave of mine last again this time…it’s been ard 4mths or maybe more since I last emo….
going to china in another abt two more wks...gonna fly on the 23 Oct aft midnight flight...went fer the flu vaccine yest....it hurts...><
Sry abt tis post…it’s again very emo…dun try to chge my mood abt tis…coz it could only last fer a very very short while…that’s abt all fer now…
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