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Name: Janette Fu Jinting
Age:16
Likes:chasin dramas,slacking
Dislikes: Know-It-All people, Bckstabbers
enjoys netball, basketball, billard and computer game
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Well….i was bck on Monday alr….mentioned in my earlier 2 posts tat I was going to hai nan dao in china for a family trip….woah ok…I didn’t noe tat my family actually owns a building in china…thou it’s under the family name..but the thought of it is jus quite cool lo….november is comin to an end…so fast lo….left one more month only….i dun wan it to come la….nxt yr I’m lyk so gonna kill myself lo….coz nxt yr sec4,o lvl liao….seriously tink I’ll jus kill myself lo….life is jus so so so boring these days….dunno wads wrong wif me lyk you qi wu li lyk tt….dun feel lyk doin anything…totally not wad I expected myself to be doin lo….sch hmewk ma….i lyk not yet even started lo….i’m the kind tt follows my mood to do wadever thing lo….n nowadays my mood tells me that it isn’t in the mood to study,do hmewk….in fact its sayin tt it isn’t in the mood of doin anything….maybe when I get some cash bck I could go shopping….jus feel lyk going out but I dun even noe whr to go lo….sad sad life sia…I have such a pathetic life….haiz….emo-ing a little oso….but it’s pretty ok lo….feel lyk finding somebody to pei me….but I got no1 in mind that can pei me de lo….one guy fren jus finished papers on Monday….tot he’ll hav time to lyk chat,sms or wad…end up oso bo reply lyk dao my msg….ok make tt 2 guys tt daos my msg….haiz…make my mood n feeling even more worse,more cham…so sianzded lo….not sadded but SIANZDED la….one thing to be happy abt is tt my maple finally make the lvl 30 mark….i’m nw officially a ice n lightning wizard…XD

Guess that’s abt all for nw bah….

Hmmm apparently my last post got to catch somebody’s attention….hahas…hmm this person actually called me n ask y my blog post so emo de….lolx….gt very emo meh??? Tt shldn’t be my most emo post bah…last time have a lot the ah….esp in my may n june posts….those were really emo post I must sae….hmmm well….i’m jus here to drop off a post lo….i’ll be going to hai nan dao hmmm today….coz it’s alr past midnight….will be bck nxt wk 24th…so til dn I dun tink I’ll hav the chance to come on9 so ya….dun miss me eh….hahas…XD hmmm guess that’s abt all…hahas….a very short post…XD

Past few days was rather busy la….went to night safari on thurs aftnn aft extra class….went hme first dn aft tt my da jie brought me n my di go out…went to look for some car key replacement…tink my jie fu wna chge his car key or smth….dn we saw a ferrari lo….nice la..it was lyk in the workshop lo…it was normal Ferrari colour red,dn it’s lyk half way unwrapped lo..can stil c the plastic cover...dn it was a convertible soft top lo….dam nice sia…dn aft tt went turf club awhile dn go night safari….sad and ashamed to sae..tat was my first time going to night safari….funni rite??i lived for lyk 15yrs and I nvr go to night safari b4 until tt day….it was rather fun lo…though I was kinda tired…my biological clock seem to be wrecked ever since I came bck frm china…at nite lyk abt 10+ I will start to feel slpy le lo…but these few days…I tryin to make my biological clock bck to normal lo…dn sat ne went to jurong east swimming complex…again with my jie,jie fu, niece and bro…went there lyk abt 4pm n de sun was hot sia…seriously hot lo…really enjoyed myself a lot la…it was really really fun…swam til lyk abt 7lyk tt…dn went for dinner dn came bck hme….

What should I do???i seriously dunno…what do I want,I also hav no idea…that feeling of cheap and bithy is coming bck again….those feelings I have seem to have become stronger and stronger…but what else can I do…??? I’m a third party aftall…this kind of feeling…I thought I would nvr ever have to go thru it once more again….this feeling…it has to be getten rid of….hw?i don’t noe…whether will I be able to do it I also have no idea…perhaps i’ll take on the love part bah..but mine is no longer getting into another relationship…but fooling ard…letting the loneliness in me consume me once again….he ne…I duno…a very weird role I am playin…helpin them and stuff…its rather contradicting…haiz…once again…I hav no idea…

Being emo…when will this feeling end???when will I stop emo-ing???

Ok….seriously sry sia….aft tt blog post rite I really didn’t managed to get any internet access coz aft tt hotel all the other hotels all is hav to bring own laptop de….n I dun hav one so ya….ok…I’m currently bck in Singapore…bck yest aftnoon....for lyk another 2wks???b4 gog for my family trip for 6days…hmmmm dun tink I wna type wad happened to me everyday at china ba….coz on one hand it’s super long n on another I cant rmb much oso…hahas…so I’ll jus sae as a overall la…

Food there is really sucky la….it’s lyk totally different then Singapore’s food lo…dn the food is oso very salty….they lyk to eat salty food lo….dn over there the guys rite…lyk middle age that kind….they all smoke la…the guys practically smoke everywhere and anywhere…even in the restaurant oso la…so irritating….weather chges are oso pretty weird dere….that’s abt all la….abt the differences….

I’m so glad i’m bck in Singapore la…..i jus miss the weather here….hahas…tt’s abt all….sry…it isn’t exactly a long post coz I really cant tink of any to blog abt le….
J0sh….jus 4gt it la….patch bck is not possible lo….i tink I made myself enuf clear tt time le la….jus 4gt abt tt r/s and I jus hope we wont be lyk total strangers the next time we meet but jus as normal frens…call…sms…all of those jus 4gt it…stop it oso…jus take it as a nightmare and 4gt totally abt it….