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i know it's supposed to be: it's never too late to apologize, so don't try to be a smarty-ass by correcting me.

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Name: Janette Fu Jinting
Age:16
Likes:chasin dramas,slacking
Dislikes: Know-It-All people, Bckstabbers
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
tues 11 nov 2008

Past few days was rather busy la….went to night safari on thurs aftnn aft extra class….went hme first dn aft tt my da jie brought me n my di go out…went to look for some car key replacement…tink my jie fu wna chge his car key or smth….dn we saw a ferrari lo….nice la..it was lyk in the workshop lo…it was normal Ferrari colour red,dn it’s lyk half way unwrapped lo..can stil c the plastic cover...dn it was a convertible soft top lo….dam nice sia…dn aft tt went turf club awhile dn go night safari….sad and ashamed to sae..tat was my first time going to night safari….funni rite??i lived for lyk 15yrs and I nvr go to night safari b4 until tt day….it was rather fun lo…though I was kinda tired…my biological clock seem to be wrecked ever since I came bck frm china…at nite lyk abt 10+ I will start to feel slpy le lo…but these few days…I tryin to make my biological clock bck to normal lo…dn sat ne went to jurong east swimming complex…again with my jie,jie fu, niece and bro…went there lyk abt 4pm n de sun was hot sia…seriously hot lo…really enjoyed myself a lot la…it was really really fun…swam til lyk abt 7lyk tt…dn went for dinner dn came bck hme….

What should I do???i seriously dunno…what do I want,I also hav no idea…that feeling of cheap and bithy is coming bck again….those feelings I have seem to have become stronger and stronger…but what else can I do…??? I’m a third party aftall…this kind of feeling…I thought I would nvr ever have to go thru it once more again….this feeling…it has to be getten rid of….hw?i don’t noe…whether will I be able to do it I also have no idea…perhaps i’ll take on the love part bah..but mine is no longer getting into another relationship…but fooling ard…letting the loneliness in me consume me once again….he ne…I duno…a very weird role I am playin…helpin them and stuff…its rather contradicting…haiz…once again…I hav no idea…

Being emo…when will this feeling end???when will I stop emo-ing???
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