Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Thurs 25 Dec 08
Due to a very very strong request …I’m back to blogging once more…..a very rare thing I’ll do….to blog 2 posts within such a short time….
Hmmm in really a lot more previous posts….relationship problems were one of my topic….it’s been quite some time ever since I ended my last relationship….those days without a boyfriend were truly indeed a lot more freedom but no matter wad….there always tends to be a tinge of loneliness in it….maybe not a tinge…but well sometimes it could forgotten, the loneliness. Honestly speaking, ever since that incident I no longer ‘look’ for relationship….making frens was all I want….but maybe truly a pure friendship is not exactly possible between a girl and a guy….
Not long ago, recently rather, I once again said goodbye to singlehood life. Yes, I’m once again in a relationship. Some of my friends might go not again or wadsoever. But truthfully, I don’t regret getting into this relationship, or rather I should say I don’t regret it so far.(opps, u didn’t hear that frm me.>< don’t spank me la…dear….pls…)
The word ‘love’ seems to be difficult for me to say. And I tink u might be wondering why rite? Dear? Though now is no longer much problem but starting it was a problem. This word has became difficult for me to say ever since, I can’t rmb when.
Dear, I really don’t know hw long will this relationship last…lyk wad u noe lo…only my first relationship lasted for 8 months…..8months lei…not even one year lo….not to mentioned the rest…the shortest one being one week etc. there, u c la….really become a emo post le….
But dear, I really really wanna spend more than 8 months wif u….zhen de…I don’t know how promising that is. But I really want to do so….but dear…there’s a lot a lot of things that I need u to forgive abt me lo….i oso dunno hw to sae it out…but I tink that there will be a lot of things that you gotta bao rong me abt….
To my exs, I tink they’ll scoffed at this lo….but I really do mean it…I might give up in the midst of it…but at this very point of time I really wanna be wif dear for a long long time…
Dear, my temper very bad de….although you still haven’t seen it yet but my temper really really bad…I myself oso noe that…but I can’t change it…there’s a lot of things I wouldn’t want to say it out loud….although I lyk you to sae it out loud….not fair ma…maybe lo….but there’s quite a number of things I don’t want to say it out loud…don’t dare to say it…
Lastly, dear, thank you for being there for me during Christmas. This is my first time celebrating Christmas with my boyfriend really really. Though you say it’s your honour to spend Christmas with me, but, really it should be my honour to have you spend Christmas with me. Though this Christmas started off kind of badly coz I nvr mention anything about dear in the previous post but hopefully our date later will be a good one…
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