Hello
i know it's supposed to be: it's never too late to apologize, so don't try to be a smarty-ass by correcting me.
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okay okay, i've given you guys your achives!!!
i noe sme stuff isnt suppose to be rushed thru...but i cant help but ask abt it...whr did my self-contented go to?i realli wonder...hiding it is makin me feel tired..nth abt my pride...jus wonders n wonders...guess all i can do is to wait?n gosh...i nid sme strength to b able to so...hais...emo-ness seems to b gettin at me pretty frequently these days..my mind cant help but to think abt it...think abt hw am i suppose to bring the subject up...n when i do, the answer wasnt wad i expected..smth seems to make me feel damn tight hearin de ans..it jus makes me think alot..am i tt bad as to hav to hide it away?i noe de ans is no.but stil, i wonder.was being frens actualli better?omg, i cant believe i am thinkin this qn...but i dun c much difference btween the two kinds of relationship..other than when we're alone, so wad am i suppose to do?wait i guess..that seems to b the only solution to this prob..i dun wanna think of the other option.jus by thinkin i feel my heart ache..i hav went too deep to think of that alr...
its 2am in de morning...im having squash compeitition tmr at 10am..n im here stil blogging..having a chalet aft tt...freakin out fr de match alr...gosh..all i need nw is a hug n a sentence frm a special someone...but it seems difficult..is life realli meaningful?mayb bcuz im freakin out nw so im emo-ing but i am vulnerable..is life meaningful?it doesnt seem that things will go de way i prefered..and i cant force certain things..mayb that's y im feeling so bad nw..or mayb im jus emo-ing..i duno...im nt sure..but hw i wish i could b honest abt certain stuff..hais..off to bed nw..mayb i'll feel better aft waking up..hopefully..